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Feb 25, 2005
Hahaaa...realized that my entry title could also be a very interesting title for a steamy porn movie! Sorry, temporarily got sidetracked.
Praise the Lord- it is FRIDAY! Yet, I have absolutely no idea what my plans are... is it sad that people don't check you to go out? Heheheehe... hmmm, I must ponder that one.
Anyways, another stressful and draining week completed...not so bad as Valentine week but it was one full of numbers and calculating- HELLO!? Do they not know math is my weakest subject- its like Hebrew to me!
Well, today went by rather slow.... all day I was feeling ill because I started taking my medication...I should not be surprised- on the freaking bottle it has a paragraph long listing of possible side effects. Still trying to cope with the fact that the Sacramento Kings dealt away their chance of championship contention... 76er's are now an even better team as Iverson has a solid crew to work with. I guess the Kings are going to rebuild and create a team to be reckon with in 2006. Not surprising the Kings lost today against the Mavs... I don't know... I am at a loss for words. (sidenote: the 1.3% of you that actually read this probably don't even watch NBA, so just proceed down to the next paragraph!)
Last night, Anna and I shot some pool at Styx.... damn, I freaking sucked ass.... I think there is something on my mind that has been bugging me..but in a good way... and guess what? NO HEADACHES!!! Hehehee... sorry, inside joke, only a selected few know what I am talking about-- right John? LOL! Well, we played til 1:30 and I managed to wake up without any problems promptly at 6am. Austin was suppsed to join us as well as John but I think it was just a bit late for them.. oh well, hopefully we can all hang out soon...
Oh in case you are wondering the entry title refers to Anna and I.... I am almost certain though there is a porn movie with that same title...
On Wednesday after a long day at work... I got home to find out that the screen door was locked and I couldnt open the main door. My parents were gone and I was left to find a way to get in... I went into "MacGyver" mode and started looking at what I could use to get in.... damn, I bet he could use a can of Spam and some tweezers to get into the damn house... I tried the window to my room (I looked so stupid trying to get in) so I ended up pulling out the screen from the door and prying the lock open... ( insert humorous tidbit I was going to refer to John but I promised I would not do it for a whole week) It is harder than it looks... eerrr... that didnt come out right.. I find it rather difficult not to tease him... ummm.. wait, that doesnt sound right either... well, you get the idea.
So here I am... at work... getting off (of work, lol) in about 5 minutes. Heading home to feed the dogs and then wait for some sort of plan to come into play....
Completely and totally off subject- do you remember watching "Clueless?" Do you recall when Cher was describing that "cake boy" guy? How she mentioned that he was brutally hot? Remember, remember??? Okay, have you ever come across such a person?? THe kind of person who just makes you weak in the knees because you just find them completely hot..? Just asking.. hehehee... I'll never tell....
Okay, thats it for now people (or person depending on how many people read this sucka) Can you guys do me a fav? Could you guys actually leave a comment to at least prove to me that this isnt just being read my Anna and Hope!? Thanks so much!!! Love ya... muah!
Posted at 06:11 pm by justjoan
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Feb 23, 2005
3 Cheers for Friends & Sports Reporters!
Okay, I have come to a conclusion that an estimated 3 people check this blogpage out on a regular basis. That basically means if I was a TV Show , I'd be cancelled...on go on a permanent hiatus. Which is fine by me because I dont do this blog page for everyone.... I do it for me. It is therapuetic and envigorating and well- lets face it- I can practically write anything I want and get away with it.
So, before I go on a rambling spree, let my tell all 3 of you how my appointment went yesterday morning. Dr Villagomez-Palisson sat down with me and we reviewed all my lab tests, blood work, physical and ultrasound results. She found everything to be normal aside from my Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome but she prescribed me meds and she is going to continue to monitor me. WHEW! What a sigh of relief. I know the PCOS isnt a good thing but I am so happy to know that I am in no way at risk for uterine cancer...which was my biggest worry. I have been so nervous these past few weeks as I underwent all my tests but I thank the Lord, family, and all the wonderful and supportive friends I have. From the phone prayer I received, words of encouragement and support, and for the person who lit a candle for me- I so appreciate all of you!
On Monday after my ultrasound I decided to pay a visit to John all the way down south. I figured I might as well since I needed to drop off not only his Valentine card (belated I know) but also I needed to stop by my Auntie Carmen's house. It was good to catch up with him... it seemed like forever. Met a guy there who used to like my mom in high school- how sweet! He said I looked like my mom... I truly consider that a compliment- thanks Mr. Chaco!
Hmmm...oh yeah, last night after work- made trip #2 to Agat (damn, I wish I could get frequent flyer miles for all the travel I do!) but this time it was to drop off a certain sports reporter's belated birthday gift- thanks John for making the delivery! I will get more to this particular sports writer later in this blog. Chit chatted with John, Reggie, and Mr. Chaco for a while and then headed to Chamorro village- Padrinos where NBF was having a meeting. Okay, I honestly got lost- and I didnt really like the food- pasta is not my friend! LOL! Had some laughs with Anna (as always) and we then split and headed to National Office Supply at the mall so she could pick up bUtcher paper. It was good to chat with Anna.. we always seem to have stuff to talk about.
So here I am .... at work.... finishing up this blog before I head home for lunch. Okay, before I proceed onto my sudden fancy for tall sportswriters... I would just like to tell you something I found truly disappointing as a result of my check-up yesterday. I have be so hell bent on being 5'7... I have listed that as my height since ever since- HOLY COW! I am only 5'5!!!! WHat the frick!? Totally threw me off guard... man.. that sucks.... que sera sera...
Alright, now on to bigger and better things. You know how those girls go ga ga over boy bands and get all weak in the knees and melt like butter... okay... how funny that I would respond the same way to tall sports reporters...lol!!! I wont really elaborate but I will say- he is just extremely.... hot is not even the right word... I will definitely get back to you with this... hehee
Well I will end now and head off to lunch but I am pretty sure I will blog more later seeing that it is only 1pm and I still have 5 more hours of my workday left...
Posted at 01:01 pm by justjoan
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Feb 18, 2005
Overworked and overwhelmed..but laughing
Thank the good Lord- it is Friday and payday!
Picture of the day: Catina (Massage Trainer) & I goofing off at work
This past week has been one full of ups and downs. I have cried, I have gotten angry, I have stressed out, and I have been in pain... but for the most part- I have laughed and it has gotten me through a lot.
Last night I opted not to go to the gym because I had a massive migraine so when I got home I downed some Exedrin and went about my usual evening routine. I fed the dogs and then I watched a hilarious episode of Will & Grace. I think I have traits of each of the characters... then again, that is just from my perspective. But seriously, it was a sweet episode... catch it on a rerun!
Today I was slammed (get your mind out of the gutter) with paperwork and projects. I felt for the first time like I was being pulled every direction. Sales & Marketing wanted me to book meetings and put together numbers and arrivals. Human Resources wants me to do reference checks for 40 potential employees. Operations wants me to review paperwork for our host hotels. It just has been crazy.
Yesterday at the weekly manager's meeting, I was offered a Spa Supervisor position for the Outrigger Hotel. I declined. I know I am not ready...I have only been here for a short while and I know it will just consume too much of my time...it won't give me the time I need to attend classes this summer. It was nice just to be offered though.
Throughout this hectic week I have found a good friend in Catina(see above.) She is so funny and she is always the butt of my jokes but she is a sweetheart. I still cant believe she is 34... she does not look it! I call her the "Cookie Monster" because she stole my Girl Scout cookies!
Also, this week I found myself going through a brief down moment... I just felt "uughh." I realized I am still the slight pushover I once was....hey, I am working on it though. I need to feel comfortable enough to address someone if I am angry or hurt.... Anyways, I am off to the gym. Take care, have a safe weekend and God Bless!
Posted at 05:15 pm by justjoan
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Feb 16, 2005
Today was just your typical work day. Meetings, paperwork, and projects. Shared a few laughs with my mom during lunch and when I got back to the office... I managed to chat with Austin for a while.. I wished him a happy belated birthday. He is a good guy. I think that was the theme for today. Good guys.
I thought back to the retreat and I remember the conversation I had with Bis about me being single and not having anyone... I thought he would make some wise crack or tease me but instead he said something that left me dumbfounded as I did not expect him to say- "...maybe its not your fault.... maybe these guys are just too scared to approach you... but one will have the courage to, soon..."
Then my Sales & Marketing Director as much of a pain as he could sometimes be... he made it known that he doesnt get why I could be single.... he said the guys must be crazy. I appreciate the thought.
I was able to chat with Austin for the past 2 days... he is just a really cool guy.... if only there were more of him out there- my age.
Then it was about 5pm and time was dragging and no one was in the office so I decided to call Zachrey. I figured he wouldnt answered because, well, I have tried unsuccessfully twice. To my surprise he answered and we caught up a bit. He told me about his classes, the weather... I told him about Guam happenings and what was going on in my life.. then we got into a serious talk... it was a good one... I was going to hang up when he asked if he could say a prayer with me. So he began.. a long and beautiful prayer... one that seemed so well thought out and perfect... it was perfect... it was wonderful..it was amazing... It moved me to tears...
I'll end there for now but I thank the Lord for good guys... they bring so much joy to my life.
Posted at 05:23 pm by justjoan
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Feb 15, 2005
More details about the past few days..
Malojloj Confirmation Retreat 2005
February 11- February 13th, 2005
Ladera Towers
"Ready, set, soar!"
The Santa Teresita Staff:
Anna, Bis, Jaryna, ME, Aaron, Rea, and Nate (Nino was taking the pic)
This is the staff at their finest. Actually, it was during our Retreat Staff Meeting right after...you guessed it, Ash Wednesday Mass.
Nino and his oldest and wisest goddaughter.
All smiles on the last day of the retreat- Jaryna & Joan
The retreat was one I looked forward to. It wasn't just a time for me to relax or to get out of the house.. I needed to go through the retreat in hopes I could regain that once strong faith I had not too long ago. It helped. It helped alot. One of the main reasons why- a student named Johnnie. She moved me in such a way... she made me realize why I taught Confirmation and why I enjoyed it so.. she brought me back to square one. She found it in her heart to share with Anna and I the story behind her tears and the anger she had within... I found her courage and strength to be so overpowering... she left me in awe. The crucial point- was when she stood up and vowed to change from that point on.. she was going to live for God. It brought me to tears. She is such a wonderful individual and I think she was "sign" that weekend.
Valentine's Day- A Recap of a Day I thought I had Control of..
I had repeated in my head over and over that it was no big deal... that I wouldnt let it drag me down and depress me. And I was doing fine....until- the flowers started arriving left and right. On the way home that day, I cried.... then when I got home, my parents went out for dinner so I was left home alone... it literally freaked me out... I had never felt so alone. For the duration of the night I ended up taking a very long stroll to clear my head. I had gotten so caught up in my loneliness I had lost sight of what I am blessed with. All the things I had intended to do on Valentines- make special deliveries to all the precious people in my life..I ended up not doing because I didnt want to bring down anyone with my blue mood. After some pondering I realized that it was just a minor setback and that I'll be fine...
Yup, that is basically it. Nothing much today... Until then.
Posted at 03:55 pm by justjoan
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Feb 14, 2005
Happy Valentines Day!
Okay, so maybe I say that with a little bit of sarcasm....alright maybe it is just oozing with sarcasm. I thought I would be fine with February 14th and I am- my spirits are high and I am not moody or anything.. however, I can't help but feel a bit blue. Here I am in an office with 7 other women and I am the ONLY one who doesn't receive flowers or some sort of surprise... can you blame me? I admit it... okay- when I saw how my co-workers were happy and how they were smelling their flowers... I did start to tear. But you know what? There is only 6 more hours left of this day and it will be over.. I think I can handle it. If I can get through all the people wearing red, all the candy, and all the love songs being requested left and right.. I can make it til midnight...hopefully without an emotional breakdown.
The weekend was quite a memorable one. The retreat for Malojloj was held at the Ladera Towers and I had the oppotunity to make friends- 32 of them! I learned alot, felt alot, and bonded with some great people. I had laughs, cried many tears, and realized so much about myself and what hurts me.
Much thanks to Nino, Anna, Rea, Bis, Jaryna, Johnny, Missy, and the Malojloj crew for making this past weekend one I will never forget.
I am off right now so I will blog later... and post pics as well.
Take care and God Bless!
Posted at 05:52 pm by justjoan
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Feb 9, 2005
Papercutting 101 & Intro to Fried Vienna Sausage
Okay, last night before I got off from work, I made a promise to someone (HE KNOWS WHO HE IS!) that I would try the dish he swears by- Fried Vienna Sausage and Room Temperature White Rice. Now, I dont usually eat rice nor do I eat mock mystery meat but just for him and just this ONE time I made an exception.
So when I got home, suprisingly my mom had cans of Vienna sausage stored in the cabinet... I popped the lid open and fried the sausages until they were brown (as per this friend's request). TO ensure I was not pulling his leg I documented the process ala visuals:
Oh can of little faith..hehee
Burn baby burn!
I allowed myself just 1 scoop!
The moment of truth..
Well, I consumed this meal fit for a Southern King (hint hint) and ummm... yeah, you won't see me jonesing for a plate of this anytime soon. And yes, as per your ODD request, I ate it using my hands.. damn, that is when you know you are from the south! Ah, the things you do for friends!
Yesterday at work, I think I must have bulked up my arms with all the papercutting I was doing.. I think I cut about 5000 coupons.... damn!
Not much happened today- well today is ASH WEDNESDAY and the Lenten Season has begun. I am continuing to give up rice, red meat, and eat more veggies. I have promised myself to at least go to one weekday mass a week.
I am looking forward to the weekend retreat. I need it... I need a good cry... a good spirit check. Hmmm, thats about it for now.. until then... God Bless!
Posted at 04:04 pm by justjoan
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Feb 8, 2005
I am all at sea....where no one can bother me...
Happy Birthday to my Grandpa- Moises Diaz Muna
Grandpa with my brother John
Well last night the family decided to take my grandfather out to Esmeralda for dinner. When I got there it was around 6:10pm and the sun was starting to set. I made my way outside to catch a glimpse and it was so beautiful. There I was standing out on the balcony with the sound of the waves crashing and the cool breeze blowing through my hair...being able for the first time in days breath fresh crisp air. Being caught up in that moment made me think of a song by Jamie Cullum, "All at Sea." Just basically a lovely song talking about how one should be content with how everything is.
Anyways, not much to mention but if something comes up... I will definitely let you know.
Posted at 11:54 am by justjoan
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Feb 6, 2005
My Weekend, my thoughts, my feeling...
I present to you- my blog entry.
Friday: Work was hectic, went through 28 interviews at te job fair. It wasn't so bad as it gave me reason to get out of the office. Too bad the smell of sulfur really got to me. After work, I made my way to church and attended the first Friday mass and then supported the Katne-Val. Took some pics (I am getting good at capturing the moment) and then made my way home. Anna picked me up at around 10:30 and we got in some practice time at Stix. Before that evening, I had mentioned to Anna that I thought Mike Ulloa (the Rev TV host and fighter) was cute and that well I respected him because he was true to who he was..wasnt the type to give off that "Hi, I'm a fighter and I 'm bad ass" attitude. Low and behold, guess who decides to grace us with his presence at Stix (which was unbelievably crowded)- Mr. Ulloa. Damn, I won't lie- I was rather smitten by him (think of that middle school crush feeling). So for the next 2 rounds of pool, that was all I talked about...and I think it took effect on the way Anna was playing because I would not shut up about him..hehehe.... Then I saw his girlfriend- not too surprised he had one..more like, surprised at his choice. I will keep my comments to myself as I do not know the girl personally...well maybe I would if she removed the 1lb. of makeup she had on...ok..ok..I'll stop... she was a lovely girl...I guess. Well, for the next 2 rounds, I played bad...good Lord, I have never scratched so much in all my life.. I will admit though, we are getting better..
The next day I was supposed to go in early for the job fair. Decided instead to go run errands- so I paid bills, got my mom's Valentine's gift, picked up some flowers for Hopee and went to visit her. It was so good to see her...I will be honest, what her mom was discussing- the procedure and all- it scared the shit out of me. I actually started to tear... but Hopee was in good spirits... she's fine... she still the bubbly Hopee....hehehee...
I made my way to the mall to pick up a gift for Lani's baby shower but when I started to look at all the baby items... It suddenly felt "it" hit me... I ended up not going to the party... I thought it would be hard...
So I spent my Saturday evening with my mom.... I baked, I jogged, and I ate Taco Bell with my mom... and got some much needed rest... I have to get ready for mass now..so I will see you when I see you.
Posted at 08:46 am by justjoan
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Feb 4, 2005
Scent of Sulfur & Chocolates Linger
First off, Guam effing smells... its as if Guam is situated in one big rotten egg. And I am getting sick from it... it doesnt help when you are claustrophobic and the space you are confined in smells of old perm solution...good Lord, I am making myself gag... ewwwww...
Well, thank goodness its Friday. Its a payday weekend and its a weekend with a filled schedule...which is definitely something that doesnt happen.
Friday:
Mandara Spa Job Fair from 9am- 5pm.
Pick up items for the surprise baby shower and my donation to the Katne-Val
Katne-Val at 6:30pm
Visit with Hopee afterwards
Rounds of pool at Magic Stix (if Anna is up for an ass whipping, lol...kidding)
Saturday
Mandara Spa Job Fair (I have to make up some hours that I missed over the week)
Surprise Baby Shower at 5pm
Mass at 6:30pm
Sunday
My grandpa's birthday at Esmeralda at 6pm
Got a phone call from Hopee this morning and happy and relieved to hear she is ok.
Last night I went to church and spent some time with Anna, REa, Missy, and Kev. Was worried about Anna- seemed down but she knows if she wants to tell me something.. I am always here with open ears.
Lately I have felt compelled to spend more time at the church because well.... every little prayer helps. I am going to stop by and pray to San Roke... as per Hopee's request.
Well its 10 days before the chocolate and flower infested day. Usually I am so moody and depressed.. but not this time. I am going to spread the word to all I care about- hey, you are special to me.... hhehee...
Okay, I have to go downstairs and get some "semi fresh air" I am getting dizzy up here..its too stuffy. So until then
Posted at 10:43 am by justjoan
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Name: Joan Aguon
Country: Guam
Birthday: June 1, 1979
Gender: Female
Interests: When I do have the time I enjoy hanging out with friends- karoaking, watching movies, sampling food at Cap. 3 (the best place with the best servers!), and listening to the soothing island sounds of the best band- KAYA. I am currently learning how to play piano, guitar and would you believe it- I am even taking voice lessons (oh the things we do for love..hahaha) I do love music- and my taste is very eclectic- 80's, 70's, Hoobastank, John Mayer, Black Eyed Peas, Los Lonely Boys, etc..etc..I am one of the few females who will admit to watching ESPN and Sportscenter every morning. My favorite sport is Basketball and my favorite team- Sacramento Kings!!
Expertise: Making people laugh & surprising the people I care about
Occupation: Management Coordinator for Mandara Spa, Micronesia. Basically, I work with Human Resources, Operations, and Sales & Marketing.
Industry: Business
My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
| J | Jealous | | U | Useful | | S | Silly | | T | Temperamental | | | | J | Joyous | | O | Organic | | A | Ambitious | | N | Neglected |
Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.com
| How to make a Joan |
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1 part silliness
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You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!
